Alanon
Aloha-God's breath to you-----my God be in you and with
you throughout the day
Councilor NM-boarding school.
Taught not to feel- hurt too much
Illinois - CA w/ Anglo families for school. No hug when
left home. Safe at the mission - not safe at home... Scolded me - others
worried - I didn't know my father & brother were drunk & fighting. Graduated in CA. Lived with sister & her husband. Drinking& drugging after HS - but didn't
keep it up---stopped @ 21! Learned from
experience.
Job Corps center in OK. Married Seminole-Choctaw man. .. He Joined army - Korea - very drunk when he returned. DUI.
Thought I was responsible. Jail.
Car impounded. Ft. Polk LA - class for DUI
---- feeling that I was responsible.
We're in love with their potential---- continued drinking thru
military. Rugby & drinking...Ft
Benning another DUI --- 17 yrs in USA - my bottom --- crying --- felt sorry
for myself because I couldn't fix husband.
Whiteboard my story - circle the people/ relationships w/
alcohol.
Sponsor --- keep coming back
Al Anon. Family in GA then Tulsa ok
Emotionally still a child
(Emotional age - when I started drinking)
Taking responsibility for ME and my thoughts actions
feelings ---- not blaming others for my situation
4th --- awareness
The program is to help me fill my potential ----not
about me helping someone else fill their potential ....
God is big beautiful and unknowable
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