Become Conscious
Willy Johnson
Fear
Love
Happiness
Disruption
Stress
Unbalanced
Hurt
Sensitive
Confusion
Heroes are not perfect
Cope
Fantasy
Be a man
Be tough, rough
Confusion
Emotional wreck
Aware of good&bad
Get away from fathers alcoholism
Destroyed family
Escape = boarding school
2 vehicles - spoiled. Ambitious
Parents. Both worked.
Catholic school-doubt!
KOMA radio at night - rock&roll
Believing I'm smart/smarter than everybody. Sexual abuse at the school by the nuns...didn't realize it.
Music trumpet-fun. Resentment; confession -- catechism--big turn
off--abuse&shame, St Michael's AZ Private school -education important St
Mary's downtown ABQ (big difference from Isleta Pueblo) ----very good experience - urban - learned street life - all kinds
of people - downtown ABQ cool. How to
live like a non-Indian.
Pregnant@ end of HS.
Guitar player.
Sex-drug-RR --- lost all fear while living the R&R
lifestyle ----w/ a child +2 after HS.
Still coming down after the summer of love
Failed husband and father
(Sex, drug, R&R) * 2
Moved to SFO - further away than DAL!
Always trying to escape.
Something missing in life...
Hit bottom
Spiritual awaking
Native am AA
At AA meeting I asked, "Who's in charge?" I was told, "God - but I'll sign your paper".
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